words in my heart now

ermmmmmmm..
feelingsss
i got a feelingss.. just like ntg miracle will happen d
wat god wanna me 2do
can u tell me
izzit all had fated?!
have faith
i dunno
i really dunno
even *1000000 times
how how how how how how how how
u ask me..
i juz hope some1 can guide me nw
i just feel i goin 2 lost somethings
again..;(
can it dont happen
on me!!!!!
wat is life
i had asked
izzit a roller coaster game??!
i dun1..
y every1 seems like good & perfect
BUT NOT ME
my god!! dun play me d la god..
-.- -.- -.-
i knw i'm wrong
but.....
i dont like playing dis kind of game
in my life
i juz request for a normal ny..
can u fulfill me??!
i dont 1 dis kinda of sufer d la..
plsss god!!

*tears when sleepsss, feel empty besides me again..

ohhh goshhh!! 1.30am again.. really did not even realize