lonely noon..

10/12

feel very lonely n moody n unhappy.. so drove out myself,while my mum doin her visiting at hospital.. me pyin n en, v go have a tea.. i hold my tears today while i try 2 thinking somethings when i was driving out alone..
:(

airen aa.. though normally i like taking pics
but at is moment i dun feel d o..-.-
dunno y le..
mayb my look start turn 'chan' d..

every1 will ask me
if they saw me
even my grandma tat came down 2 ktn
2visit my relative..
in d early mrg she came 2 my hse,
when i open d door 4 her
ntg she say
d 1st thgs she had said is
"my lovely grandaughter, y ur eye n look
chance n bcome so down d, i juz can say DONT WORRY!!
i'm fine"..
i think i wont let any1 know my current unhappy thgs..

*seems like happy
*but did my heart do tat..?!

*i know every1 besides me trying 2 care me
*but wat m i doin..
* i care but i dunno how 2 do,
may b my movement
r lousy..
did not prove..!!