ooooo..

seriously.. i cnt wait for my i-phone4!!!

1more wk.. Weheee..xD

*buy wif own money will feel happier..;0 ???!!!*

hehe..

****winkzzzzz*****

30 of aug

Wow... i think it been almost 2weeks i din't touch my blog d..

Sobbbbxss!!!!!!! i'm here again since i slp late 2nite..

;( failed to do sum searching, for 2hours..~.~

i think is time for me to sleep d la..

Nitez , Reader@,@

@.....recently..@ i found tat.... i here pain,there uncomfortable....

seriously... i'm worrying........

i intend to go for medical check~up... shud i..?!?

it really make my heart feeling uncomfortable..

I'm worrying.. I'm worrying.. I'm damn worry

;)

awweiiii... finally!!! last nite i hav a gud, cooling, plus comfortable nitez after my shower..

I sleep so well last nite....;) ****

14 of Aug

Change my blog background d.. Can feel tat i miss d feeling of shopping so so much again!!!!!!!

but pls hold urself.. sometimes sumthg it juz can b miss only..

is not in a gud mood recently.. n got such bad feeling... dunno watt gonna happen!!!

pls.... i hope ntg happen!!!!! i dunwan problem comes again.. repeating again n again..

i had tried those unhappy feeling for many many times d... since last time, few years back...

n i dun wan dis happen again... i beg u God!!!! (T.T)

i dun care is family problem, relationship problem or watever.....

pls.... stay away from me Problemssss!!!!!

feeling really really uncomfortable.... i dun really knw who to tell coz everyone was so busy wif their own thgs.. haiz.. dun disturb others la.. keep my feelings here better..

but anyway... thxs Airen aa... accompany me chart all along d nitez ya..;) i'm really happy..

is my pleasure to hav such a fren like u...

i wanna say: i juz wanna hav sum1 really true; rather den having thousand/millon of xxxxx tat not sincere 2u.. in dis word really got such id...t fren!!!!

NiTez ~~~

m'i stupid...??? or useless...??? or...... anything else.......

Everything changing..... but still not my manja baby character...

even my frens said me tat.... even married fren said me tat..... even an old ppl said me tat....

Yes Yes Yes, I Am......... So!!!!!!!!!!

I Dont Careeeeee....... Tats Only Meeeeeeee.....

errrrrrrrr......

in a super.. duper.. very.......

such a bad bad bad moooooood!!!!!!

super bored at here.. i wanna bac kl d!!!!!

I Hate Myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

having such a bad mood now now & nowwwwww...

ARhHHhhhhhhHHhhhhhh...

wat can i do men....

''stupid until shit like tat''!!!

11/8

times flow...... 11/8.......

been suffer dis for 6th day d..

still pain...;'''(

really sui.. *injured*

Moody Nitez...

Nitez..~.~

Life is Miracle..

laz nit saw my fern post up in d fb..

a local artist had juz passed away in so sudden...~.~

awweiii.. wat a waste.. Pretty Gul...;'''( life is kinda short.. anything wi happen..

u cnt even predict..

Aikzzzz.. So tat... Learn to enjoy life as much as u can..

once u end up ur life, everything is ENd = O....

feel kinda boring mood dis few day.. i'll try not to post any unnecessary thg on fb d b'coz... nowadays kinda hate&less, posting or uploading anything in fb d looo.. coz many ''38'' n oso relative playing d.. ishhh!!!!!!! *sry.. i'm juz telling d true!!!

Kinda HATEZ!!!!!

now juz left blog i can ON n use...!!!!

another new article

一个人的脸上有太多的笑 ，是因为心里有太多的痛， 因为伤了 ，所以伪装

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。 他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑 ，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！ 如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们

haiz haiz haiz.. abit moody nite..

wat i'm goin to do for dis wkend neh.. Dunno Dunnoo!!!!

2day when to my dear sis shop LaBella Beauty Saloon facial..

hope is a good start for her ooo..;) Gambateh ya sisss!!

will b thr 2 support u.. alwizsss...

next wk got event again aaa.. my sch asked me help up in d make up event..

eeee ishhh... dun wanna goooo aaaaa....

haiz.. my foundation fashion course at kl change 2 Mauritius d.. few months study at thr???!!!

i dun thk i wanna go d la... is toooo far d... i'll miss everythgs here...;'''(

changing plan now d... very confusing aaaa... dunnooo how oso la.....

Very Fannnn aaaa.....!!!!!

d mind now juz thinking to Shopping Shopping Shopping only la...

earn money myself to shop Okkaaayyyy????!!!!! ~.~

Gambateh... thk of shop to d maxxxx in Taiwan next year summer,

den only i'll +u+u... GamBateh aaa JoooNeeeee...

erRrrrrr............ Sienzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!

toDay is d 1st day exam.. i d started v.v.very moody n uncomfortable!!!!

still got few moOooore days to go... feel like dun wanna exam d la...;''(

haiz.. shout it out at d Blog is alwizs a ***Gud Choice*** for me..

feel better after alllll....!!!!!!!!!!