29/01

still dun hav d time 2 post d photos yet..

hu..... currently me!!! i'm in d short hair tat i had never ever try b4..

never thk before i had d brave 2 cut tat short..

but in d cutting process..

i'm trying 2 say..

''can it b longer...ermm.. but, i juz heard d hairstylist say,NONONO..~.~

..... lastly...... i juz let it b...!!! coz i had no choice..

for a new outlook, is for d photo shooting session day after tmr

photo will b up soon

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no energy d..
finally sick d..
.....

arghhh

emo emo emo... really feel emo d...~.~

recently, always is ''my'' wrong..
juz like 2day noon
when driving time, is definetly d car wrong
but in d end turn 2 mine wrong againn..
wat wor...
say u hate me if u hate me laa....
really emo & make my temped bad easiely recently
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sorrry bout tat.. i'll control,anyway..

...

is too many misunderstanding d..
if i say more, it'll b worst!!!

ohhh..

ohhh goshhh..
wat happen 2 my bloggie recently
alll wordings;tat doesnt look lik mine previous bloggie

HEY!!! COME BAC SOON wif pics Oooo..

coming to 4am...

..... tough of goin 2 slp d.. but... accidently.. i had found sum1 new again.. while i'm viewing others bloggie..~.~
after reading all.. my feelings n mood r upside down again..~.~

huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
start wooorring how ppls beside me looking on me d..
i hav a strong feeling.. it'll b a BAD 1....
coz last time.. in every1 mind, i might r d one tat ''nomatter wat happen, ppls will alwiz trust me 1st''..(sumthg lik tat..)
BUT NOT NOW ANYMORE.. i think...
i really think it..

whr's my image!!!!

some curiosity question here~~~
*if today is my last day, wat will i do???!!
;if today is ur's last day, wat will u do???!!

acc still got many ???!! drowning inside my mind..
i think i wont b understand anymore...
sumtimes i really nd sum1 to talk to,
but when d time sum1 lending me d hands&ears
i dunno how 2 talk or express..
or i feel shy to tell..
everytime when i hav no1 to talk 2 tat time
i'll searh 4 mybloggies to bump..
but d hard is.. sumtime i cnt really write wat i really wanna write if is too privacy..
d feeelings is so bad..
so i try 2 find another way.. i had express it all into my diary.. tats d only way..
coz i know now every1 got their thgs 2 busy wif; cnt spend every minute for me
~~.~~.~~.~~.... hope it helps & work for me ... coz most of d time i'm alone... i hav 2 take it all on my own... even happy or unhaapy...

nitez!!!

3am..

try 2 sleep early juz now..
but after awake for toilet d, then cnt sleep d..
go for d cooking mama game & fashion studio game
till my hand was tired... n... HUNGRY again after playing wif d fate cooking game
same as usual, go n find sumthg 2 eat ..

haiz..
just now 9sumthg tough of goin for a show wif my parent after dinner
but.. suddenly.. coz of a conversation.. Damn it!!!! again.. Thingss happen once again!!!
so finally it make my mood down again tonite wif tat kind of bored feelings..
it piss me off... bac 2 my room, try 2 look at d phone.. EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY!!! but i knw every1 r busying.. no1 will entertained me at tat moment.. try 2 stay cool wif hugging d pillow myself..~~~~~~~~~~~

moody of d nitez...

...

had deleted d last nite post..
dun wanna keep it
just last nite feel damn angry n frustrated only wrote it..

nitez!!!

...

y feeling so boring n moody tonite..
sista ask me wanna out, i say NO..
i think almost every1 r outing 2nite,
except d lonely me..
is ok!! stay at room wif hugging my pillow..~.~
anyway i'm goin off to kt tmr, n will b bac on sun again

.........en.............. dunno wanna write wat d;but feeling 2 type

arghhhhh!!!
wanna find some1 to sms..
but i think i not suppose 2 disturb at dis time
is irritating if ppl r ''busying''..
is ok is ok..(juz stay wif my bed & pillow 1st~.~)
anyway i'm goin bac 2 kl on tues d..
feeeling like find somethgs to do
while waiting 4 my exam n competition oo..
n oso my image course tat start on d 28th

an ordinary day..

make a post b4 bed..-.-

when out wif my old old

besties..

around 10++

had our drinks at

corcodile rock

...

erm..

photo sesion for us again

once v meet??!

ya..it is..

but.. i din not bring my camera out

coz i knw thr will

do&bring it!!

my job is juz pass d pendrive

n wait 4 photos only

n upload it soon

coz thr r still

lots of random pics queeing

although it'll b

d late post

..

but i'll try 2 post it all

asap

tats all for 2nite

ntg much

nitez!!

perfect?!?

en en

...

some ??? flowing inside my mind

50+50=100?!?

nop nop

is not

thr's ntg 100 & perfect

in dis world

en en(1)

...

some ??? flowing again

wat a girl really

nd&like&love

• concern n care?
• msg her every day? ( ask wat r u doin,whr r u,etc, 2let her know tat u really care bout her every moment fr ur real heart;not juz a habit)
• phone her everynite b4 sleep (d sweetnest around)
• how bout shopping?! every gul lover?! i dunno(but i'm sure i am 1 of tat)
• is tat normal?! or is a sick of shopping for me (shopping.. my favorite ever)
• ... many more ??? ... to b continue..

nite nitez!!!

my boring blog

my blog bcome

@ wording & boring

blog d..

gonna spend some times

to post up sum of

d random pics d..

if not my blogggie

will bcome

....

colourless

...

soon

...

reached kuantan dis evening

bac 2 ktn again d..

an ordinary

day..

ntg special

...

hu.. will stay here till

next tues only bac

...

sienz

...

dunno wanna do wat

~yamcha wif sista~

~??!!??~

...

waiting for cny

is holiday season again..

can meet up

&

gather up

again

..

next week start wanna bac

2 gym d..

do some exercise

&

steam bath

...

i had promise myself

take gud care

myself alwiz.....

boooring nite...

huhhhhhhhhh!!!

feeling bad

2nite

...

gotta strong feeling..

if i din do&write

on my

bloggie 2nite

i wont b able 2 slp well

....

y neh???!!

so fly 2 here

...

wanna write my feelings out for 2nite!!!

*my heart giv me a ...(signal..??!) 2nite*

*missing sumthg lik tat*

* feel boring lik tat*

*heart moody moody lik tat*

*juz lik feeling not well*

*feel lik goin 4 a show again*

*mayb last nite d OLD DOGS movie nite make me saw my smile*

*miss tat feeling*

*tat can smile wif my heart*

*cnt slp cnt slp*

*not feeling slp.....*

*but hav 2, if not later sick d how!!*

*yakss!! feeling bad right at dis moment la..*

*heart sick??!!*

*weekend is always better than weekdays*

*coz every1 is buzy wif theirself*

*but, how bout me*

*juz completed my boy make up lesson 2day*

*goin 2 start my image course at 28/1*

*looking forward*

*any make up job for me soon?!*

*juz do some mask*

*can slp d??!*

aikssss... gonna sleep d la..

nitezzz!!!

....

Bac 2 KL

bac to kl d..

goin to post all my trip photos very soon..

hope done it all

before feb

...

d 6th day of 2010!!!

m'i kinda a bad girl
in all my frens
heart now..
??!!??

kinda lots of
????
marks...

=(

nitez..

say wanna slp juz now
but turn & turn,
lying on d bed
cant slp..

so saw my comp
in front me
wakeup
do my bloggie..

off now
&
sleep now laa..
nite nite
...

noon time

2/1
goin out for a
lonely lunch
o...-.-

hang around..
alone!!
c & try
some cloths..:)
to fill up my noon...

gud morning..:0

2/1
gud morning everybuddies
try 2 cheer up
urself
in d early mrg ya..:)

nvm..

no1 understand me

is okay..

coz mayb many thgs

is cnt b understand

if u never gaint it

wif ur own experience

...

but is ok..

i learn frm it..

anywhr

d most important is

i understand it myself..

coz feel tired

wif d stressness,

tat cnt see by

peoples around me..

hope it will

b a better year 4me

2010!!!

at gym centre right now

damn bored 2day

after so many days holidays..

haiz.. nd 2 do my online

at d gym centre now..

coz my broadband taken by my dad

bac 2 ktn d..

n d astro card oso taken

bac by my mum 2 ktn

d...

no entertaiment at home

for me2day!!!

my mood was drop 2 negetive right now again n again

juz get a call fr my dad

few minutes bac

while i'm still at d gym centre

right now..

i knw they r quarelling again

plsss....

u both make me

worrying..

alwayssssssss..

i d feel unhappy d..

but i'll try not 2 let u both worry

bout me d..

not 2 increase ur both

worriness

more n more

again..

coz i'm getting bigger d..

i try 2 settle

d thgs by

myself..

even toungh i knw is

impossible thgs for u both

2 not worry bout me...

i'm bac 2 my blog..

Dissapear 4 almost aweek++
i'm bac 2 my blog finally.. juz bac from taiwan n singapore d...
will post up my photos soon..
even tough its somethg sad&unhappy happen 2me previously,
but i'll try 2 grow up myself wif better 1..
try 2 left it 2 god..

fl not goin 2 explain
but i had learn sumthg again
dun tell lie even once, if not,
no1 will belief in u anymore even tough u had never done it anymore d..
RMB!!!!!

hav a gud n happy new year everyone...