goin off tmr d..

juz get a call around 9++
ask me help up for d make up
tmr, for d conti movie of
fist of dragon tmr..

but..=.=
i cnt make it d
coz i'm goin off 2 taiwan tmr d..
cant c ya d..=(
alwizs got job i oso not arond 1..
Bong job at christmas i cnt go 2..
so c ya when i'm bac oo..

miss ya...
nite nite..

goin off soon..

18/12

is time for me to pack all now
goin off on d 22nd..
n will b bac soon
for d next location :)
if....
thr's no any special
changes d loo..
-.-

messy pack will b
in organise soon..:p

weather thr is bit cold..
so take those thgs
to standby..

bac kl d..

hu hu..
at least my mood
cheer bac bit d 2nite..:)

gudnite every1...
muackssszz..
gonna Zzz sooon d!!

*all wording post recently..
pics post mayb after
i'm bac from oversea laa
guysss!!

...

i drove out, just now
to get somethg
i nearly hit by a car......
i think i'm dreaming at tat moment
whr's my concentration!?!

shitssss!!!!!!!!
i dun1 tat continue, plsss..

nitez..

i knw.. i'm not a perfect gul
i do hav my week point sometimes
but.... is tat no chances 4me 2 change anymore!??!

i really dunno.. i feel tiring,
i feel sad, i feel...any words 2 describe bout tat??!

moody..........

good nite..
muac!?! muacksss..

...

just bac from hospital..
my heart was really totally drop 2 negative..
i saw d suffering of her, (my relative)

i cnt do anythg..
at d moment i juz tearss silently
coz in my mind occurring somethg,
d person tat i luv leaving me 1by1..
never receive any text fr..

i juz silent myself
i'm really down..
no1 can feel my feelings n pain

...

wat m'i doing..
y keep so 'fan' n 'irritating'
n 'disturbing'
mayb u feel ntg
but mayb d other side r thinking
u'r tat..
u got ntg 2do
doesn't me ppl is free
u knw??!!
can i stop doing tat
y i bcome tat
really fannnnnnnnnnnnnn..

u might make ppl
hate u soon!!

...

Random words - ntg 2 do
haiz.. dunno wat la.. some random thgs keep occurring in my mind

* BASKIN ROBBINS * Shooting work
* SAKAE SUSHI * Make up things
*ZEN SUSHI *Shopping
* ZANMAI SUSHI * Face-booing
* ITALIANCE * Charting
*THE CAVE???!

y thinking of tat..
hungry aa..
boring aa..
haiz.. dunno wat
simply random!!

love

love
love is cnt set up
by any condition...
if u really love someone

if not is really hurt
..........




*juz suddenly thk about tat only
not meaning any1..
just an comment
by myself

lonely me..

ady 2weeks
i juz lik having a empty
weekend..
without anythgs..
not like
usual..

whrever i'm
i will think
it make me feel unhappy

i just like missing d times
.........
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.

on phone

on phone wif my dear sis
teasingsss again..(!_!)
y??!
my pillow wetss againss
sis u too..
i know, i hear u..

i hope i can giv u a hugsss now..
coz i need it too
...................

words in my heart now

ermmmmmmm..
feelingsss
i got a feelingss.. just like ntg miracle will happen d
wat god wanna me 2do
can u tell me
izzit all had fated?!
have faith
i dunno
i really dunno
even *1000000 times
how how how how how how how how
u ask me..
i juz hope some1 can guide me nw
i just feel i goin 2 lost somethings
again..;(
can it dont happen
on me!!!!!
wat is life
i had asked
izzit a roller coaster game??!
i dun1..
y every1 seems like good & perfect
BUT NOT ME
my god!! dun play me d la god..
-.- -.- -.-
i knw i'm wrong
but.....
i dont like playing dis kind of game
in my life
i juz request for a normal ny..
can u fulfill me??!
i dont 1 dis kinda of sufer d la..
plsss god!!

*tears when sleepsss, feel empty besides me again..

ohhh goshhh!! 1.30am again.. really did not even realize

work photos.. @ GXM Studio

juz think of posting some
random work pics..
mayb i do feel enjoyed
at tat time..

discussing...

start - action!!
is fun n cool,
wif all those NG parts..
make me non-stop
laughing..
almost cnt breath d laaa..
(huh.. so serious..?! haha!!)
is an indoor shooting..
4 some astro malay movie thgs..

act wrong..??!
or
say wrong again..??!
:p

huhh!!!
cool man..

my make-up equipment
tat always follow me
whrever i m..;)

i still rmb some1 ask me,
"u dis make up artist come 4 make up or shooting le... "
;p
gushhh!!
luckily juz joking
not scolding..

but i seems like getting many funssss
too

happy day for those stpm frens..

9/12(wed)

Is a happy day for all my stpm frens..
exam finally over..
so call for a hang out 2 cele..
sry my frens.. i had cried on u guys happy days..:(
i'm sry!!
i know u all did not blame me..
but i blame myself..

*thxs for d HUGSSS!!
..........
-.- -.- -.- -.-
..........

Ladies Nitez..

dinner at Black Cayon..!!

me n pyin

me n en

zi yee n en..
2girls tat seldom see them out..
study study study!!

pyin n fan

everytime v cap pic sure got 1 pic is blur 1 wor..
y aa...
anyway, i luv dis pic
tat taken
wif u..!!

say CHEERS!!!
every1 is smiling..
including me 2..
but acc my heart is not...
not bcoz of u guls,k..
juz my own matter...

lonely noon..

10/12

feel very lonely n moody n unhappy.. so drove out myself,while my mum doin her visiting at hospital.. me pyin n en, v go have a tea.. i hold my tears today while i try 2 thinking somethings when i was driving out alone..
:(

airen aa.. though normally i like taking pics
but at is moment i dun feel d o..-.-
dunno y le..
mayb my look start turn 'chan' d..

every1 will ask me
if they saw me
even my grandma tat came down 2 ktn
2visit my relative..
in d early mrg she came 2 my hse,
when i open d door 4 her
ntg she say
d 1st thgs she had said is
"my lovely grandaughter, y ur eye n look
chance n bcome so down d, i juz can say DONT WORRY!!
i'm fine"..
i think i wont let any1 know my current unhappy thgs..

*seems like happy
*but did my heart do tat..?!

*i know every1 besides me trying 2 care me
*but wat m i doin..
* i care but i dunno how 2 do,
may b my movement
r lousy..
did not prove..!!

......

6/12

d moody nitez..
wif 5-6frens
out off 3 r emo queen
at tat nitz..=.=
i'm 1 of tat!!


acc not intend 2 go out
try 2 stay at home..
coz my whole day sleep cry n tears
make my eye 'chan' d..
but finally fren ask 2 have a visit at his hse
so how?!
juz move on wif my specks..

at soon yong new hse..
nice hse..
v have our nite charts & drinks
at d balcony..
i juz trying 2 ly my whole body on d floor
try 2 relax
let d windy winds blow
on me
n look up 2 d sky
tat full of sparkling stars..
did it make me
feel comfortable??!!
nop.. :(

Nitez out..

5/12

nitez out gather at k.yao house..
..........
describe every1 feelings on tat nite..??!!

us again!!
playing cards nitez..